Below are the 2 most recent journal entries recorded in my my sweet tragedy's LiveJournal:

Wednesday, June 14th, 2006
June 14th, 2006	CAR FOR SALE, LOOKIE HERRRE! DETAILS&PHOTOS. 96 Mitsubishi Mirage. Green System Lowered Rims IT ALL COMES WITH IT! the interior is green & silver and it had little aliens on the back of the heads of the seats.. <- confusing to explain. Real cute though. I don't know how to say it but VRRRROOOOOM. seriously. shit is hella loud. owner is asking 2500 aka my boyfriend.. fkl;jdasflkj BUY ITTTT. ASK FOR DETAILS. If you don't live in Newhampshire we'll bring it to you!=] RUNSGREAT trust me i'm in it every day. And if you would like to see more of it like the inside, we'll frikkin pick you up =] ORRRR. i'll just take photos of it haha. your pick 3914170 ask for justin[his car] (Comment on this)
Wednesday, March 29th, 2006
March 29th, 2006	A little taste of chaos. These past few weeks have been far more brutal then i expected. I wasn't thinking when i decided what i was doing with my life was unvoluntary and unnesessary. I havnt been going to school much these few weeks. i've went maybe a complete total of 3 days. It's rather shameful. I've also put my "friends" so far in the back of my head they almost arn't there. I knew i was always on short supply when it came to companion but now more then ever. i've pushed everyone away. I'm starting to see how people can be so cruel and ruthless. It's just so much easier then trying to impress everyone all the time. It's a waste to try and make everyone happy, but at the same time it's a complete task to be rude. I find that i feel bad for people who get picked on and i cant help but be sincere. I have a really big heart sometimes even though i may not show it. and if you have to talk about someone i dispise then you may think i'm a heartless bitch. but when it comes to people i dont like, they have done me so wrong, i'm unforgiving. you make think its sad, i do hold my grudges. but i can't help it. repetitive liars are aiming for a good kick in the head. & sneaks & twofaced "friends" are just looking for bad feed back, i wont give you fuel to feed your hatred and i cant make you like me but i really wish ignorant & arrogant people would stop and take a closer look, theres so much more to the story youve heard. and youre wasting your time by being so mean. but it doesnt bother me. i've got huge plans for myself believe me. and i Am going to go to college .. either that or i'm going to make it on my own without anyone else. John keeps telling me he would never let me fail but i dont want his help & i dont want anyone else to try and keep me on track i'm going about things my own damn way now and you cant say anything to stop me. if you dont like something i have to say, or something i do then thats a heartache on your behalf. because im not hear to make YOU happy & i sertainly couldnt givva shit less if you hate my guts. its about time something is done, and its about time someone take a fucking stand. absolutely nothing i said will probably make any sence at all to any of you but that doesnt matter. i'm making my mark , and you'll know when it hits you. the bigget mistake of your life you can never regret. and what you do & who you are is your own damn buisness , none of you matter in MY life and i shouldnt matter in yours. Take a fucking stand for your own fucking selves. i'm tired of hearing about it and not seeing anything done.. give me a few weeks to get my ass back on track and youre going to see. never put anything past me. i'll out smart you again, dumbass. Current Mood: Sick of letting my life rot. Current Music: James Blunt//Youre beautiful (1 Comment |Comment on this)